You will comprehend if you feel the same way as mine.
You know, how it feels when you realize that you won’t live forever, and you have your limit, and you feel the end is coming closer or you don’t know when the end will come. It’s so hard for me, anxiety surrounds me everytime I count my mistakes, my sins, and everything I should pay that haven’t been paid. You won’t know this if you haven’t realized. You will die with regret. You have to understand and get everything’s better and well. So, someday when you leave, it comes with peace.